Thursday 12 January 2012

bad news people...

My nemo had a diarrhea again! Mr J called me just now to update bout nemo's situation. We brought him ( or is that her?/) to clinic last week for a check up. his ( or her??) weight was 0.5!!!! goshh... he lost his appetite and seemed very weak. He recovered after a few days but now he'd gotten the same symptom again. we had fed them ORIGEN ( suggested by so called pet expert) but its not suitable for nemo i suppose. Wanted to change the food but donno which one to buy.. Royal Canin or Blackwood?????


LOserS? U bet I am

This is my new addiction..since i am so ciwi about having my new cats..everything else seemed dull and boring...until....last saturday when i bought the whole season 2 series.. dis series is not new..i think it is in season 3 now. But still  i havent got the chance to watch this from the very beginning.Now,  I cant take my eyes off the TV. I just looooveee this.

The fact that i'm always into music, Glee is definitely the one for me. But what i like most is the values you can learn from it. These bunch of losers... they are not perfect and they come from every walks of life. Its not easy being a teenager especially when you are not the typical hot, skinny and easy-going person. i was ugly ( to me)- big sized,big boobs, over-sized t-shirt and not forgetting my ugly betty specs. Growing up was no fun to me as i was always depressed , emotional and over conscious bout my appearance.

If only i have these series back then when i was so overwhelmed with pain and living with pure sadness ... bla bla bla enaf said with my pathetic teenage life. Thumbs up for Glee. yay

I'm still big ( bigger than before) but i managed to overcome my anxiety. i really think that i am pretty in my own way. that's how i see things now. i don't let other people to push me around anymore or even look down on me . in fact, i love my self more. Glee is really me. How I struggle hard to prove something to everyone especially me. Being FAT is bad but being called FAT is totally worst. If you have a sister/bro/friend/child who is fat, don't tease them or give them bad names.

It hurts!